SHYNESS

Shyness..
When I think about it..
It is the unspeakable, indescribable..

In the middle of a conversation
Somewhere, somehow, something just touches my heart..
With the magnificent strength..
Which makes me blush..

As I feel afraid and want to abundant myself..
I want to run and hide somewhere far far away..
Where not even a soul can reach but still..
You are there..
Like a shadow when I look back..
So loyal to follow..
Around and round and round..

And then I discovered..
Whatever you are..
Wherever you are..
Whenever you are..
You only have the power..
To confuse me without my conscious..
And now that I am conscious..
You cannot harm me..
For I will face you..
Ready or not..
Begone SHYNESS!!

School Life

Its been a long time since the last post. I'm have been very busy this few months..
Guess, I'm free now.. So I would like to tell about my school life..

I have schooling at SMT Sejingkat for a month. Its a technical secondary school. At first, I though that school was one of the best school because its the only technical school in Sarawak. But, its opposite that I though. Its was the worst school I ever been through. My former was SMK DPHA Gapor, Stampin and its was better than SMT Sejingkat.

The difference between SMT Sejingkat and SMK DPHA Gapor, Stampin were

SMT Sejingkat = Everybody speaking Malay
Majority Malay people and I don't like it (I'm quite a racist, but not so)
Feel humid every time (almost all the fan and air-con spoil)
Most of the teacher explain Mathematics and Science in Malay (they said they would explain in bilingual, but they lied)
Its a boarding school (I don't like staying in the hostel)
The co-curriculum were boring ( Only a few)

while

SMK DPHA Gapor, Stampin =
Majority speaking English
Majority Chinese (I'm a Chinese)
Not so humid compare with SMT Sejingkat
All the Mathematics and Science teacher explain in pure-English
The co-curriculum were the best (Many choices)

I'm so regret for transfer to a lousy school. Hopefully I will go back to SMK DPHA Gapor next week.. :)

(Sorry for the broken English, my English getting sucks)