..Friendship..

Today, I just heard about my friend said that I don't talk to her today..
Actually, I was too busy concentrate with my studies until I don't even talk to anyone.. (except for a few person)
Its remind me about my past..
I still remember I lost a lot of friend since I was little..
I do lost some friends every year..

Sometimes, I do miss my old friends..
And I think about the stupid things I made last time until I lost my own friend, even best friend too..

This means I not really good in friendships...

I know last time I was immature...
But does not mean that I'm immature forever...
I do admit I was selfish and arrogant last time...
But now I'm not..

Sometimes, I do wish people to understand me...
Come on, we all human being...

You can't change people.. Only you can change yourself...
Just like I change myself.. But people don't really see it...
I was a tomboy last time, but now I'm not...
And I don't like people call me tomboy... >.<
(Seriously)..

..OR..

You can't force gay people to be straight...
You can't force emo people to be happy...
You can't force weird people to be normal...
It just the way they are and you who you are...
Just being yourself...

I do being who I am...
And some people just say bad things about me...
And I just don't care...
Because I know who I am...
I know I sometimes act weird but it just me...

All of us human being need friends to live...
To share something..
To make us happy..
To help us..
That whats friendship mean...
And I do understand it...

You can say bad things about me but please, are you telling the truth?
Judge yourself before you judge people...
Because one day you will feel how sad if you have less friends..
And that whats happen to me now...