My Feelings About Him (Someone)

I'm so bored now.. So I just talk about him(someone)...
I don't really know that I like him.. I always say that I hate him because he is my ex-best friend..
I can feel that I'm jealous about him and his new girlfriend... Damn it, I don't know why... He is a playboy (cause he always change girlfriend :P) .. I always saying to myself that he is not my type (he is not my kind of taste) .. Hurmmm.....I heart so hurt now cause think about him..=(..
I like him since I was 13 and now I 15..(he same age with me)....
The more worst is I see him almost everyday.. At school(not more to say that he is my classmate), at church... :/....
I hope that I forget him.... Cause I like somebody that better than him.... :|....
And I know that I never friend with him again..(Cause I keep ignore him and he keep ignore me)